What it feels like...

If I had the chance to change somethings to make them work i would do so, maybe because I'm 20, maybe because for the past six months every day was a brand new experience, maybe because I'm worng...

But you know, life is so short and so demanding, and people ask for explanations to every single situation, we follow the rules, we look for what others will admire, we end up living in the same place we spent most of our lives.

We remember the complete name of a person instead of his or her smile, we remember a phone number or an adress instead of the feeling of freedom, we forgot was to be surprised feels like, we are scared of the unexpected and just looking of a level of suppoused security that is gonna lead us to a "worth to live" life.

We make plans, we spend hours making plans, taking the same roads, calling on appropiated times, going to the hot spots, and talking with the same people that has always been around.

We believe in the deep of our own concience that there is a must way to go in life, there is timing for every single activity, sometimes is too late, or too early, sometimes you are too young or too old.

I have two certains things on my mind, first, I don't know exactly what's my plan in life, second, that can always change in maners to follow what I love.