Laugh..

I've had a big laughs in life, but today particulary I remember the best one. I was 5 and I was watching sesame street, the chapter in wich LOLA wants to be a ballet dancer, she's so bad at the begining, but then practices a lot and becomes so much better, I can't remember all the details, but then, it comes the best part, at the end, you can see the charachter legs, so skinny and pink, just the legs, covered with a tutu, moving in a hilarious way.

I was 5 and I found that like the most amazing and graceful thing I've seen, the tears of happiness came out of my eyes, my stomach hurted afterall, but I still remember that day, I wish I could see myself from the outside. My mom came to the tv room, saw me and just laughed with me, as well as my brother that in that time was kind of "old" for that show.

I think nobody is old for that show, I watched it this morning, with a cup of coffee on my hands, on my pj's, enjoying it as when I was 5, with my mouth open, so pleased and under big expectations of what would happen on that chapter.

I've grown a lot, I've laughed a lot as well, I've seen and experienced magnificent things in life, but nothing like that day and will be in my memory, always. And from now I'll try to wake up early more often and enjoy that childhood moments on my 19's.

Such a good way to start the day! : )

conforme los días se hagan noches..

Una noche fresca, al noreste del continente, un lunes común, pero no corriente, mi amigo bob dylan acompañándome con su buena y conocida música, la oscuridad rodeando mi existencia a excepción de esa pequeña luz en la cocina, que se empeña en iluminar hasta el final de sus días.

El sabor del aprendizaje clavado en la boca, como un trago de licor puro que revienta las papilas gustativas y hace cerrar los ojos, una lección grande, uno de esos días que no se olvidan, aunque los días pasen, aunque los nuevos días aparezcan, días como hoy quedan.

1. No subestimes a las personas, nunca
2. Las apariencias engañan, y son expertas en hacerlo
3. Si quieres decir algo lindo, hazlo
4. Un momento estás sano, al siguiente no puedes contigo mismo
5. Cuando dejas de creer en alguien, se acabó
6. Cuando realmente eres capaz de hacer algo, debes demostrarlo
7. Cuando los detalles se te escapan de entre las manos, siempre quedan las grandes acciones
8. Los diálogos inteligentes siempre atrapan
9. Si no sabes qué esperar, no esperes nada sal a buscarlo
10. Y por último, el día tiene sólo 24 horas, muy pocas para hacerlo todo, demasiadas para no hacer nada, pero jamás las desperdicies esperando, porque probablemente se trate de Godot

why would you do that?

I just wish I could know the awnser... even if is not you who's telling me..

some facts...

Should I be taller? or bigger? or smarter?, a good cooker?, independent?, rich?, a genius?, astronaut?, mammoth?, vampire or wizard? apple tree?, musician?, perfect?... oh come on?!?!.... Can't think of any of them with out smiling, I guess I could, but then what would actually happen with me?, here's me....


Things that I love: food, beer, water, exercise, music, dogs, walks, freckles, rain, laughs, cakes, surprises, coincidences, sleep, kisses & hugs, memories, pictures, chocolate

Things that I hate: lies, cockroaches, stolen things, lost things, broke nails, unfair situations, anoying midnight sounds, can't sleep, stressing situations, sickness, racism, stupid laws

Things that I miss: brother, mexican food, irresponsability, beach, nezka, track and field, jumps, wet grass smell, friends, childhood, christmas, mom's food

Things that make me laugh: friends, pets, self stupidness, sarcasm, cartoons, tickles, thoughts, silence, dates, love, books & movies

Things that scare me: cockroaches, winter, lonliness, dark, phantoms, dragons, deep sea fish

Things that excite me: future, love, friendship, share what I have, get what I want, fight for it, sports, sea, pictures, music, adventures, brand new begginings, brand new friends, school

I dont know if it worths, probably just the mammoth thing :)

hoy tocaré tu alma...

Tú eres la luz de cada mañana, la sonrisa escondida en cada memoria, la canción que me lleva hasta el trabajo, la brisa de la fuente cuando paso a su lado, el frío que quema las manos, el sol que revive la esperanza, el agua que despierta los sueños, la lagrima que se escapa, el movimiento de las olas, el viento que las lleva y la arena que las atrapa. Eso y mucho pero mucho más, a cada paso cada uno, como un ejercito van conmigo.

Y es que los he visto tanto que con facilidad los recuerdo, sus voces, sus hábitos, sus vicios, todos ellos formando parte de mi retorcida y sarcástica personalidad, quiero conservar eso, quiero demostrar que más allá de la tecnología las sensaciones se conservan, los ideales se comparten y las amistades perduran. No creas que me voy, al contrario, si prestas atención me verás con mayor facilidad de la que hasta hoy.

Sabes lo mucho que se de ti, y todo lo que me falta también, no dejemos que eso cambie, no por ahora, porque para mi es de grave importancia, sabes qué? debo irme, pero ahora nos vemos, ahí sí, en lo extraordinario de la cotidianidad!
;)

timing

Endless, never ending, eternal, infinite, what ever you want to call it, we all know it's not going to be like that. No one is gonna tell you when the end is approaching tho, you should consider that the present is the only you have, sounds old? is not, it's the present :)

No future, no past, what's the deal whit these then?... Oh, I cant Im going to cheat a little, to tell you this:

I'm going to learn as much as I can on every present moment, and I'll try to teach you what you need of that, when you need it, but you will have to put effort as well, probably I'll be playing with your mind, probably I'm going to confuse you, but at the end (yes future again, sorry), you'll ralize that the awnser to your question is on that eact moment. Amazing, isn´t is?

Give me the chance, and I'll give you my present.
:)

all about freckles..

What could be more perfect than the hot coffee on the morning? what could be more perfect than get a cab or the bus in the exact moment you need it? what could be more perfect than your favorite song on the radio?, than the fresh water, than the sunny days of summer, than big coincidences, than chocolate at every moment, than good movies and pop corn, than surprising calls or messages, than home after cleaning it, than hot bed and cold pillow, than rain. What could be more perfect than any of these when we all know they are in fact perfect.

Probably I went beyond that, but then I decided that freckles are more perfect, even if gramatically that does not make sense, freckles over the shoulders, freckles on the nose, one beside the other, in perfect armony to give that extremly unique look to your face and body, freckles that smile when you smile, freckles that remind to others that you are the same person no matter for how long they haven't see you, and remind you that you shouldn't change some aspects of yourself. Freckles that are wicked and charming at the same time, freckles that I wish I could see more often ...

So after all, I believe life is full of perfect stuff, but freckles are definetely one of my favorite...


All these came because some one told me a couple of days ago that perfection does not exist, how wrong was that guy!