the story of ...

Of me?, of my life?, of the turtles that were fucking at the sea?, the story of the bitch with a peach on the beach? who knows....!

Human, that's my condition, my fuckin condition of mistakes and possibility of suffering, just as all of you! and that's what makes us amazing creatures!... So probably you'll understand this too..!

So much times on my life I've said 5 words, not to anybody, just when i really mean it, words that mean what the fuck it's coming on with you? and why?, words that express all my feelings in that moment, words that indirectly change things between people, if you told that you have to accept the consequences!

I thought you were different!

When I say that I feel good just for a moment and think I'm fucking brilliant, but seconds after I realize maybe I crossed the line, maybe i wasn't trying to say that, maybe it's exagerated and for sure it will happen something bad...

I've lost impostant things, i've lost credibility with some people, I've lost a friend because i was rude when she was upsetting all her life, now she probably will leave the school, but i don't have more words to say to she, it's like when i cross that line i lose the trust in the people, or at least i thought that!..

After this weekend I discovered it hasn't to be like this always, what can i say? I'm not anybody to say that bullshit! I'm not allowed to think they are sudden different beacause I don't know them at all! I can't say if thing's are okay or not, i just have my way to see the world, that's all!...

I thought I was different!... that's the best sentence I can say to myself sometimes, some days like this!.. So i can't promise I won't feel like that again or I won't say that again, but for sure I'll think at least 2 seconds more I promise!..

Thanks for the lesson! thankyou for show me that people can not just think in themselves! And thankyou for be part of the best bottles band ever! I do not regret what I did, because then I had not learned the lesson! But I could regret not writing this! :)